Thursday, September 17, 2009

September 17, 9:49 pm




Mika, I feel pretty similar to you on the whole sex thing. For a long time, I felt like I dind't want to go through that phase in life where I date- I wanted to find a serious relationship, maybe THE serious relationship, and stick with that person. And there's nothing wrong with that, but the more time I spend around so many different people my age, the more I feel like I want to have that classic early-twenties lifestyle, of going out and hooking up and just taking advantage of being young and looking good. Which is not to say that I plan on being a slut, just that I want to have some harmless fun. :) And like Mika said, I've always somewhat resisted the belief that the first time is such a big freakin' deal, although, obviously, I'll probably remember it as the first time for a while, so it should be with someone I really feel, you know, drawn to in that way. But yeah, I think sex is just another thing, like it's obviously important because of the consequences it can bring about, but everything has consequences, and I'm mature enough to be responsible for myself. And that's what it comes down to.

Well my friends, classes have been going alright... the ones I've been going to, at least. :P I had tests in both psychology and statistics this week, and I think I did pretty well on both of them. Psychology was a little rough, I'm not gonna lie, but that's because it was a multiple choice and I always overthink those. Expecially since most of what we've been studying in there has been theoretical stuff. But I'm sure I got an A on my statistics test. Who knew that my easiest math class would be in college?!

Other than classes, I've been going to the gym a lot. It's kind of a bother when I'm up at 6:45 and I'm sitting in class at 1, just wanting to walk the long walk back to Smith and just take a nap, but once I get there I enjoy it, not to mention seeing all the hot boys. It's the most motivational thing I've experienced at college so far... well, other than my advisor, on whom I have a major crush. But ANYWAYS, tonight I had a College Democrats meeting which seems really cool. Pretty much anyone who's a junior or senior has done an internship with a Congressperson or Senator of something, since the Capitol is literally a mile away from campus. We're having a load of speakers come in over the next year for the big elections in 2010. I'm psyched! XD

I love that I'm making a solid group of friends. I mean, obviously I miss you guys more than I could ever say, but I like that I can text people and be like, "Hey, let's go to a movie" and we can just go and I can feel comfortable talking with them about pretty much whatever. Also, people are just generally so much easier to talk to than they were in high school. It seem like everybody is open to talking to new people because we're all testing the waters. It's like, Why shouldn't I talk to you? We're all here and know nothing about each other and we might become best friends!

Well, The Office was good, the sky is cloudy, and my hair is dirty. I'm gonna go take a shower.

Stay classy.

Bailey

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